Hi If you are a regular follower you know who I am and what kind of mind set up I have !
It is really annoying to losing identity ! I am really offended that I am still in a situation which I can't explain to anyone ! And my readers when you will receive this self explained dilemma probably in that period I am in deep shit ! There is no turning back , there is only extreme pain and I am not ready to face it . I don't have the power to focus in any other's business I am now breakable! But I need to know what is exactly wrong with me ! When someone need any kind of relief they come to me ! Even my ex , She can share anything and everything with me and think that I am ok with every nook and canny she explain about her love making or other stuff ! Why my life is miserable, there is no chance of redemption except Death ! Someday I must acquire the courage to destroy my mortal life ! I have a theory though I heard that If somebody truly try to forget a thing he or she can …
I am trying my best to forget what the hell that I become , I need to remember the old me ! And readers everything is changing day by day! Every day is a new day every day I explain to myself one more day one more fight and may be one more hope ! Every day I feel to explain to me yes everything is fine ! Nobody is going to make any fun of you ! They are your friend they are your comrades but I lose my day just like this ! I think I am looking for some closer , and someday I will get it ! but will it be the appropriate resolution after that long time ? Why I am still alive this is one big mystery!
I am hoping to solve that mystery soon
till than waiting for the next best day
Good day Friends well if you think I am
bye for now
Babai Dam .
